romanticising your life

you’ve gotta stat romanticizing your life. you gotta start believing that your morning commute is cute and fun, that every cup of coffee is the best you’ve ever had, that even the smallest and most mundane things are exciting and new. you have to, because that’s when you start truly living. that’s when you look forward to every day. – http://falastinniya.tumblr.com/post/177811409782

November is probably the gloomiest month. Almost no sun. Always cloudy and dark. Cold and rainy. It’s not difficult getting depressed. But the quote above have inspired me to see things from the brighter side. Instead of it being dark and gloomy it is cosy. I put up fairy lights in the apartment. I try to really enjoy my food and coffee. I try to truly enjoy snuggling up on the couch with my two year old and drowning in my one year olds smile. Putting on my hat when going out. Sitting in a cafe and enjoying a coffee cortado while my one year old is sleeping.

here I go again

Almost twp years since my last post! And a lot has happened. And I want to start writing again. I also want to start doing YouTube but it takes more time and since I don’t have an abundance of that right now I’ll start here where I am fairly comfortable.

I had another kid! A boy. So now I have two of them. 2.5 years and 1 year old. And at this precious moment they are both sound asleep next to me.

My oldest is usually in day care but today he is at home with me and his brother. And it goes really well so far! Sure he refused to put on his boots when we went out but he stayed in the stroller instead. And I did get him to wear sweaters and a hat! You have to take the small victories.

The fact that it goes well today is a huge victory for me because this past year has been really hard on me and I got burned out in the summer.

I have been burned out before but then I was single. Now I have two kids and a husband that are very much affected by it.

Fortunately I got better and now I feel myself again! I’m talking to a psychiatrist this time which is a huge help.

I want to write more about this and about my days and such things, because that’s what I like to read about myself.

So, well, here I go, again.